Hey girl!!! :P
An unwelcomed guest in a city of false lights
I feel the ill-favored stares piercing through my being
I’ve done nothing wrong
Yet I’m the villain
the thorn among flowers
My once thought home a cage.
These walls aren’t mine to break,
I escape never to return
but do forgive my parting
As I have done for you,
Your freedom is my jail
And mine yours.
Oh little Dove of purity
Of calm and sweet serenity
You always fly away from me
And leave me in obscurity
The Raven shining bright and clear
Is always standing very near
And we go flying through the night
And gaze upon the stars so bright.
The Raven too is pure and strong
And keeps me moving on and on.
The Dove just flys away from me
But it won’t be gone very long.
Guys like you
really don’t remember people like me
even if I try to be noticed
everything else has your attention
never in my life will you just see me.
When I look back at everything in my life, the good, the bad, the strange, I realize things could have gone much worse. I could have ended up like you. I cannot compare myself to you anymore, I have seen a glimpse of your life and I feel sorry for you. In this whole mess you must of had the worst of it. We are nothing alike; everything bad in my life has made me the person I am today, a strong minded tough shelled human ready to face the world. Yet, you seem to need to rely on anyone who will give you attention. I know that I do not know what tomorrow will bring, but I will face it head on never pleading for another persons love. Life is to short for that. Yet, you will never see this because you view love only a certain narrow-minded way. May life be good to you, and I wish you you all the happiness it can bring. Meanwhile as I take you out of my life for good, you were never really in it anyways, I will move on. My whole world just being a tremendous work in progress.
So I saw this rant today on how everyone is no longer original and there is no point in trying to fit in, and they called out things to the sluts/virgins/feminists/drunkards who fake their social lives/ everyone else, and they said what they hated about them. And all the while, as I sat here reading this I couldn’t help but laugh. How original is a rant saying the world is going to hell and if you are one of these types you are contributing to it?
I’m tired of listening/reading peoples things on how society needs to change. What would be a breath of fresh air would be someone writing/ saying how they will change the world, and make it a better place. Talking is one thing, doing is another. I know Im not doing anything to help this, since I’m ranting about it, however I plan the next time I hear a rant like the one I read to say “what are you doing to change this?”
I’m sad at the thought of loosing you
But I’d be happier without you
the world is a brighter place
With no one by my side
With you here I am trapped
By emotions that I can’t hide
Did you ever really know me?
Or are you just afraid you’ll hurt my pride?
I’m your second chance,
But you leave me out to dry
If it didn’t work the first time,
It’s not worth the second try.
The girl in the mirror is more confident than I,
The girl in the mirror is far more beautiful than I,
She is beautiful without out any makeup
But when she wears it, she is even more so.
She rarely appears in pictures
And hides herself when others are present,
Leaving a plain girl in her place for all to see
But if you squint and turn your head a little,
You’ll see,
That the girl in the mirror is me.
We’re growing apart
It’s easy to see.
We are just not as close as we used to be
I knew this would happen
A while ago,
But that doesn’t me that I don’t miss you, so
Have fun where your at
I’m here if you need me
And maybe we will be as close as we used to be.